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Wednesday, October 24, 2007 Eyes are swollen and puffy due to "you-know-why reasons". Ate nothing else except only a packet of fried noodle for breakfast for the whole of today. No appetite to eat anything at all and wasn't in the mood to do anything except bury myself in work. Time seems to pass even slower than before when I am in a blue blue mood. *sIgH* What's been running inside my mind and haunting was those 2 words "LEAVE..." and "I am not good enough for you." from "GA" ( I am using fake name in this post to protect the identity of the real person ) and the images of "GA" and time spent with "GA" for the past few months keep flooding my small little mind for the whole of today. I don't like this kind of "mental torturement". I guess "GA" ain't feeling any better than me bahz. *mAkInG WiLd gUeSs* All I can blame is the naive me having nothing better to do than to keep thinking about the old times. *fRoWn* One thing I must state very clearly before any misunderstandings take place. the thing is that "GA" and I are only friends and only friendship exist between the both of us no matter past,present or future. It is the friendship that I am upset over and disappointed with. I didn't know our friendship could be so fragile. *sObX* 他已不是我精神的粮食. "GA" wasn't harsh in words nor tone during our conversation. It's just the toopid me taking it abit too hard. (T_T) Been searching for "GA" for 2 days before "GA" eventually calls me back last night. Had a long 4 hours conversation woth "GA" but the conversation wasn't like the usual. Every words and pharses sounded so serious. Hmmm... How about summarizing it up now and when I am feeling better then I tell you people the full story? People... Really sorry... I wanted so much to blog everything out but I am lost for thoughts and lost in words. I am just wasn't being myself. (#_#) Give me a few days time to "digest" everything okies? *sMiLe WeAkLy* In summary, "GA" and I are very good friend or even what most people commonly called - "buddies/besties". However, things are no long the same anymore due to "I-don't-know-what-is-the-real- reason". We are now no longer gonna be as close as before. From strangers to friends to very close friends/buddies/besties to maybe a "hi-bye" friend now. *GrUmP* Everything's gonna change and start all over again. Honestly speaking, all these hurts and I hate this kind of feelings! *RoAr* All I want is simple friendships with no complications and friendship that last with "GA" and everyone else. It's just that simple... *WiShInG uPoN ThE StArS* As time passed will things get better or worse??? *PuZzLeD* 1:50 PM |
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